"Numb"

As I take another sip of this refreshing red wine I sit back reflecting on my life only to come to multiple unanswered questions and doubts

The soft words of my guilty conscious trying to convince myself that I am okay lingeries in my mind like a disease with no cure

My eyes tell a story only I know the ending too

I am a fictional character in my own reality tv show

Trying to stay afloat

Trying to remember why I didn't pull the trigger years ago

I stay up all night hoping to find the answer to that question but never do

My skin has transformed into a magnet attracting negativity in every aspect, turning my body into a harbor of my deepest unconscious desires




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